How often I have wondered about my grandfather, when he came home from work to find his family gone and his house empty. Having recently experienced divorce myself, I could not help wondering about his grief as I wallowed in my own. He died before I was born, so I know him only through stories. I think I would have liked him. I knew and loved my grandmother. I do not judge or blame either one. I am sure they each did their best. Now it is up to me to do mine.
COMING HOME (1940)
The man came home
from his lab at Utah oil
to find
an empty house.
The rooms stared,
bare, open-mouthed.
She had left,
taken with her
his own little tribe:
Weezy—6
Sonny—5
Wiggy—3
Gone.
The man sat
against a wall—
it does not matter which wall—
he sat and
he cursed and
he roared and
he sobbed and
he rocked and rocked and rocked and rocked
as he sat
on the floor
against a wall,
looking at the white walls,
looking at rectangular patches
on the white walls
where portraits and landscapes and mirrors had hung,
looking at white textured cobwebbed ceilings,
looking at the fixture with the bulb burnt out,
looking at the worn tan shag,
worn except where the sofa had been,
where he sat,
against a wall,
wondering how, and where, and why
everything
had vanished.
Roger is the author of Rabbit Lane: Memoir of a Country Road. The book tells the true life story of an obscure and magical farm road and its power to transform the human spirit. The book is available in print and for Kindle at Amazon. See Rabbit Lane reviewed in Words and Pictures.
Heartbreaking in any generation, Roger. It has happened to so many of us and all there is left to do is pick up the pieces and go on. …and on… and on.
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Such good advice. That is what I am doing.
Thank you!
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I have pondered on this experience also. True devastation.
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We all need to find a way to move on from our tragedies, and to turn them into triumphs. Thanks Jeanette!
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Poignant.. and yet hopeful. Well expressed poem.
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Thank you so much. I am glad you liked it.
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You’re welcome.
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This is beautifully raw and your understanding does you proud. People are amazing and resillient. I’m glad i read this.
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Thank you Polly. I’m glad you read it, too! We keep on going, don’t we?
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