As I have studied African-American history during this celebratory month, I am heartbroken by the stories of human suffering, and lament the cruelty of which we are capable. I wonder: Can we elevate ourselves? Can we be better? Despite our communal history, I believe we can overcome our baser natures to become better, individually and as a world society. Let us, together, through kindness, fairness, and toughness, coax from ourselves our better selves, demand from our institutions a new way to see and to be. Let us trust in whatever forces we believe in, above and within, to achieve greater equality and generosity. And let us not despair, but choose to move forward and upward with strength.
I Must . . . Trust
Every human life is tragic
if one sees it that way
which I do
much of the time
others capture us
sell us off
for a few coins—
and we sell them
in turn
others grin at us
at the tortures they inflict
our weeping wounds—
and we laugh at them
in turn
they must gather wealth
greater wealth than us all
if they can
they must amass power
greater might than us all
if they can
they must be right
righter than everyone
more justified than us all
and they will
and when they cannot
as they know they cannot
then they rage
then they break their teeth with clenched hatred
and you can do nothing for them
nothing with them
then the devil has full sway
to spit in the face of human virtue
the more the better to grind us
beneath the great granite millstone
and new centuries of civility and law and goodness
may not be enough
to right the listing ship
to tip the rusty scales
and I must trust
though a hundred billion have suffered their way to the grave
with too-scant joys
must trust the Invisible Beyond
through all the manipulations and sorceries
imprisonments and abandonments
the utter isolations
must trust the Silence inside
and kindness and gentleness—mocked
and forgiveness and forbearance—mocked
I must . . . trust
or despair
and perhaps
both
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Roger Baker is the author of Rabbit Lane: Memoir of a Country Road. The book tells the true life story of an obscure farm road and its power to transform the human heart. The book is available in print and for Kindle at Amazon. See Rabbit Lane reviewed in Words and Pictures.
“…coax from ourselves our better selves, demand from our institutions a new way to see and to be. Let us trust in whatever forces we believe in, above and within, to achieve greater equality and generosity. And let us not despair, but choose to move forward and upward with strength….”
Love love love this post, Godbless ppl who think like you do..🌻
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I’m so glad you appreciated the poem and sentiment. Thank you.
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